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Current residence: Magdeburg, Germany
Originally from: Varna, Bulgaria

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Journal Entry: Fri Dec 12, 2014, 8:59 AM

Spring morning with HerSleepy are the innocent eyes
that meet mine
At the Dawn
of our Spring.
The first seed of the day
is planted on the lips
red and moist
I am taking your longing of me
divide it in half
finally sharing with you.
There’s smell of coffee,
strings of erotic perfume
night meets the morning
on your skin
And I contemplate
The triumph of the day
your gaze, your parting lips
how you sway
In strips of light.
The Sun calls you
to itself;
You sip the dark nectar
Watching hopeful, the horizon
I grab your waist, placing myself in your hair
And my day is hopeful too.
There’s talk of the city outside
I’ll let you go for one day
But we plan our victory
for the evening breeze.
You turn around for a moment
The Sun rushes to the sky
And I rush between your lips -
Glimpses of eternity and fire.
In Spring
Horizon and Sun
Victorious I see
When innocent and iridescent you glow
A goddess to be.
   Poisoned wallsAnother day -
Another wish to fade away.
So take your pills and feel the warmth,
Your lake is smouldering
And now you're gone...
You are high
And you are low,
And inbetween into the lake
Your boiling spirit flows.
You borrow happiness
But soon enough
Sorrow will caress you,
Misery will undress you,
Forcing you
To make love to your nightmares.
Abandoned now,
Your eyes with pain are burning
And your demons and fears are leaking
Through the holes in your soul,
Patched so many times.
And when the seams burst
She'll come again,
She will lurk
Around every corner,
Under every bed,
And inside your head.
Hijacking your mind,
Reality's diluted,
Human voices become a blur,
And sense from insanity you can't tell.
It doesn't matter now
For you are
Tossed in her world
Of smoke lilies
And birds of lead,
Fog of glass,
And of concrete trees.
Back in your room
Empty is your thorny bed,
Save for you -
The happiness you borrowed disappears
The way it came -
And you cry for help
Not ut
To you with glass shard heart and paper skin               You will climb and mount his lips and taste every syllable of his words just to find a space where you could fit in; you will press your fingers onto symphonies of black and white cacophonous outrage just because your mind is a cosmic explosion and a catastrophic cyclop. You're a shipwreck that crushes yourself into graveyards and you cry yourself into a smudged mascara and glassy eyed mess just to hope for one day you'll justify your existence without hurting yourself anymore. And when your tornado eyes come gushing down in watershed tears at every nightfall, you will climb behind brick walls and tear stained diaries and cry and blame the world and demand an ocean of apologies.
               Even so, the world will only give you silence. I'm sorry the war had not ended for you. I'm sorry you had to cry in asphalt dust and gun fire smoke. I'm sorry you're suffocated in liquor fumes because n
  Der letzte Dreckin guten Zeiten lachen sie dir zur Seite
bei schlechten weichen sie beiseite
ihre Seite schwingt bloß mit
solang ihre Seite stimmt
leben in Saus und Braus
siechst du im Krankenhaus ignoriert
dies ist ihr gesamter Aufbau:
vergiss was keinem Vorteil dient
wehe wenn ihr Weh keinen findet
die Kehrseite ihrer Wünsche mildert
gefilterte Welt ihrer Klobrille
ansonsten herrscht Totenstille
ein kühles Bier birgt mehr Genuss
als ihr berechnender Judaskuss
vergessen rasch und erwarten viel
Unbewegte leeren Schauspiels
Freunde leicht gelebter Freude
Freunde nur zum Spaß
x-beliebig wie alle anderen Leute
Leute, aus anderen Leuten gemacht
© j.w.waldeck 2014
Please do nout use
anything of my work!
  Whatever, Never, AlwaysPerhaps we are all dying young
But we’re not dying yet.
We ascend flights
Of descending steps all,
Of our lives.
Crumbling like stale stone
In our categorical absence
From the trouble that we started.
And although we are just right
Entirely fine
Perfectly okay
Exactly as we stagnantly stand,
We have a chance.
A single chance
To pick up our fallen crumbs,
And build them up again
Into something more real
Than we are today
And more beautiful
Than we will always
blackberriesit meant little to her, she told me as much
but I loved her more each time.
on the rug, her bed
and before in the summer
I drove almost two hours at four in the morning
to watch the sun rise over a bench
with her.
that empty highway
splashed in glass.
her neighborhood
with yellow reeds all tidy in rows.
blackberries by her door.
it would be something like a pilgrimage,
if Mecca involved having sex in your car.
or terribly planned picnics
(who knew spiders loved sandwiches!)
laughing shirtless in the grass.
I find her red hair in my shower
the echoes of her sleep have sewn themselves
into the depths of my mattress.
if I don't move the blankets much
I can see the outline of her body
limp and loving and heavy with light.
  3 A.MNo room for these thoughts in your head;
swallow up everything
and for some reason still feel dead.
  My LifelineThe way you said my name.
It sent sparks of painful electricity through my spine, crackling through my veins and hitching in my ribcage.
It set my heart ablaze, lighting up my cheeks along with it.
The way your tongue prodded against your parted lips as you said it…
The realization collided into my thin body like a freight train.
You’ve stained my soul with such a gorgeous color,
And each day I fall harder.  
You are my lifeline,
And every time you leave my side,
I die.


I've been writing a lot, and I've been reading a lot, and I'll tell you one thing, there are some damn good wordsmiths out there! Read them! 

My latest pieces:

Expensive dreams
still waters run deep,
I'm a quiet one,
a little woman,
with small dreams,
big nightmares of blood and steel,
tiny dreams of summer and art,
of beer, of rock&roll, eurotrips,
dreams of never losing
a single friend,
though I know everything has an end,
dreams I am ashamed of and shouldn't have,
of you coming back to me,
of your touch healing my scars,
of you never letting me go,
dreams of never losing sleep again,
of actually being able to dream,
thought I was dreaming of simple things,
turns out I was dreaming of
the most expensive things
  One-word letterlittle kids write
to Santa Claus,
begging for kittens,
or modern technology junk,
my letter stays empty,
save for a single
see, it's really not fair,
I have a heart as big as this planet
and it's a shame how empty it is


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  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Drinking: Tea

Journal History

Being curious and hunting opinions: is depression a mental illness? 

9 deviants said Yes, totally, it should be treated with serious medication
5 deviants said Yes, but it shouldn't be treated with medication, therapy is the right way to treat it
2 deviants said No, but it's a pretty serious condition that shouldn't be ignored, and therapy is the right way to treat it
2 deviants said Other (comment)
No deviants said No, those people just feel down and should get better after they talk to a friend
No deviants said No, it's all about bored teens who cut their veins and want attention


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JulijanaM Featured By Owner 23 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for faving A Kiss Hello, A Kiss Goodbye by JulijanaM ! :) I appreciate a lot your support Denitsa! :) :hug:
Daystar-Art Featured By Owner 20 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :) it's a great capture, thanks for sharing
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Thank you very much for the favorite!
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Ahh! You watched me, too. :aww:
That actually put a smile on my face, thanks so much dear.
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MT-Photografien Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the+favHeliumDanke für waching :D (Big Grin) ;) (Wink) Hug
lieben Gruß aus Berlin Spandau
Daystar-Art Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Sehr gern :) Grüße aus Magdeburg Neustadt zurück
MT-Photografien Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
ohh schön...habe auch noch familie in Mageburg :) (Smile)
auf eine gute Freundschaft Hug 
Daystar-Art Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hehehe super :) und ich habe ganz tolle Erinnerungen aus Berlin
Danke auch für all die Faves und für den :+devwatch: 
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IvoryLascivire Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Vielen Dank für den Favorit :)
Daystar-Art Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Sehr gerne :)
VanePyroRocker Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi Denitsa!~
Thank you so much for the fave, I'm glad you like it! :hug:
Please, if you have time, feel free to take a little look
at my gallery, I have more poems you may like! :D
Thanks and have a nice day! :)
Daystar-Art Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome, and thanks :) I'll probably do that like tomorrow cause it's past midnight where I am ... :)
VanePyroRocker Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Alright. :3
(Here it's also past midnight :P)
Daystar-Art Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
.. seems someone else can't sleep as well :D
but I should try, I got classes tomorrow.. 
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Thank you very much for faving my "I am..." piece!
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It's really good. You're welcome :)
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Thank you so much for the :+fav:! :hug:
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Thank you for the watch
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