So hey folks,
I've been so busy with different things, that I forgot to write a Happy-new-2015 journal. So here it is. I wish you all lots of love, happiness, money, food, beer and art. Most of all, I wish you a good year. Whoever had a good 2014, I wish you the same in 2015. And whoever, like me, had a bad year... let this one be different
There was one thing I expected of 2014 - to be the year of changes. And so it was. So many things in my life changed, most of the things that happened were bad. I moved out of my parents' house, finally, after another big fight with my mom. I had to save lots of money, which led to me working overtime practically every day for months, which led to exhaustion, in the end they almost forced me to take a holiday. Yeah, work stress and all that... I lost a man I loved. That hit hard and left me angry at the whole world. And other stuff.
But, to look at it, it wasn't completely bad. I lived with friends for a month, which was awesome, they're amazing people and I love them (so sad I missed their wedding). Decided I want to study again. Moved to Germany. Met amazing people here also, and I hope some of them stay friends for life. For example, the lovely Canadian girl that invited me over on Christmas Eve so we both have someone to celebrate with. And the incredibly intelligent but also kind of weird American I dated for a short time (I'll never forget that guy, he's great. Like, the first ex I don't want to kill, cause we're friends
). And my sweet German friends that helped me and are still helping me to crawl out of depression (there, I said it, I don't want to go into detail, it's a mild form and I'm going to beat it). And the new guy in my life. And others. And if I somehow manage to keep them in my life, then, suck it, 2014, I got something good out of you after all!
But I'm glad it's over. Just glad.
Trying to do some more photography right now, but it's hard. I have classes, I have a job, I have social life and software issues and stuff. I'll try to keep up, though